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going, going, gone.

 So i still don't know which school or board i belong to, what am i going to do next week and how will i ever pass the exams that probably start next month. Bottom line, I am screwed. Wish i was as chill as i sound.
But I am FREAKING out.
I stopped eating, like literally, to rebel or something but it just made my mom cry and now i have to eat twice the amount -.-
Also, i picked a fight with a friend of mine (but we made up) AND i cried to the point that i am plain tired now & sleepy after already taking a 3 hour nap already during the day.
FML.

But i don't know, after letting it all out i feel lighter, like actually. I had almost forgotten this feeling.

Btw, its over between me and the guy who used to be my best friend. Yesterday when he was again bored and called me after an eternity, I just sort of snapped and shouted on him. 
'if you don't have anything to say then just cut the call. Cos i am VERY annoyed at the moment'
& then he was just shocked and cut the phone after muttering something.
he didn't call ever since.

And for once, i don't expect him to.
Finally, I did push him away, although it didn't make me happy the way it should have.
Still, i wouldn't settle for the crumbs or be taken for granted, so i am a little proud of what i did.
 
Much Later,
Love,
S
 

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