when you finally stop chasing someone, and run away instead, they come running after you :S
i don't like this.
however, i am not as stupid as before and know how to manage my feelings (:

& just because he's having fun doesn't mean i should too. i mean its ok if i am living an awful, pathetic life cos someday i am going to happy too. & and i am not as bad off as living under a bridge or not getting food so okay, i'll survive.

I have to learn to be content with what i have AND be happy for others.

that is called growing up.

:)

Much Later,
Love,
S