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emotions best left aside.

Oh god, being back on LiveJournal and reading my old posts, makes me feel nostalgic in an uncomfortable way. I mean it is sad to read all the moments that have gone by, and I was a fool not to appreciate them when I should have, instead of cribbing all the time and now I long for them to come back. Will it always be this way? Will I never learn to be grateful for what I have only to have it taken away and THEN, realizing its significance while regretting its loss for the rest of my live and living sadly in the past like an old spinster?

*sigh* I have missed this although I maintain a diary and a blog and a Tumblr.

Maybe I should come here more often. I just don't want to look back on these days and want them back because these are definitely NOT the best days of my life.

I need to clear my head and listen to John Mayer for the rest of my life.

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